"College was the best years of my life."- Yeah right.
Excuse my language but college has been one pain in the ass. If it wasn't so important I would've left after the third week. My teachers are nice but there's so much homework!!!!!! And since i'm a freshmen i'm supposedly "not getting much work at all". Some of the students are so mean, rude, and immature in my classes some of the stuff they say/do is jaw dropping.
For example, yesterday, two students came in 20 minutes late to my history class. They didn't come in quietly but instead were busy yapping away about something. They decided to sit in seats at the front of the classroom, right infront of the teacher. They continued talking and started laughing loudly about some joke. Then one of the girls asks the teacher if he could repeat everything he said because her and her friend were busy talking.
So yeah college sucks for me, I heard people make lots of friends in college but so far all that's happened is I get teased because of how I look- cause i'm a bit ugly and I can't afford nice clothes. Then when I do actually meet someone nice I end up not being able to find them again on campus because the campus is either so big or our schedules are so different that we rarely get a chance to see eachother. I can't believe i'm going to be stuck here for 4 years, though most likely 6. It sucks that I can't afford to go to another CSU nearby though I doubt it'd make much of a difference.
Sorry I needed to get that off my chest.
Okay so other stuff that's been happening in my life was my fish died except for one pleco. It's doing really well though and is now 8 inches long and looks to be in very healthy shape.
So I wanted to add some new fish so I did some research and found the perfect fish for the type of water I have. So I bought 4 guppies from petco. I never should've done this because never in my life have I had any luck with the fish from my petco so yeah the guppies ended up attacking eachother. After 4 days one died from the attacks though when I bought it the fish was already in bad shape, then one died of some sort of disease or something- it had a strange white fuzz in it's mouth, then another died from getting attacked by this other guppy that was always fighting with it, and then the last one looks like it died from ick. I tried treating the fish with melafix and added a small extra dosage of aquarium salt since pet stores usually do that to treat sick fish but nothing worked.
So I think i'm going to try getting guppies from petsmart or walmart. - I hear alot of bad stuff about walmart fish but somehow the fish that last the longest with me have all been from walmart. If I still have problems with the guppies then i'll look through my list of other fish I wanted to try, hopefully i'll have success sometime soon.
Some other stuff that's happened lately...
-Grandpa died
-My boyfriend's birthday was yesterday but he's having a party on saturday. I'm so excited yet nervous at the same time. Me and him go to different colleges and I'm going to meet his new friends on saturday. I hope they're nice. :)
- I've been having sleeping problems. I can't sleep until around 2am. On days I have school this is a problem because I have to get up at 6:30 so I only get four hours and thirty minutes of sleep, sometimes less and if i'm lucky i'll get five hours. I'm lucky that I have school Mon-Wed.-Fri so I can sleep in on tuesday and thursday morning.
