College...

"College was the best years of my life."- Yeah right.
Excuse my language but college has been one pain in the ass. If it wasn't so important I would've left after the third week. My teachers are nice but there's so much homework!!!!!! And since i'm a freshmen i'm supposedly "not getting much work at all". Some of the students are so mean, rude, and immature in my classes some of the stuff they say/do is jaw dropping.

For example, yesterday, two students came in 20 minutes late to my history class. They didn't come in quietly but instead were busy yapping away about something. They decided to sit in seats at the front of the classroom, right infront of the teacher. They continued talking and started laughing loudly about some joke. Then one of the girls asks the teacher if he could repeat everything he said because her and her friend were busy talking.

So yeah college sucks for me, I heard people make lots of friends in college but so far all that's happened is I get teased because of how I look- cause i'm a bit ugly and I can't afford nice clothes. Then when I do actually meet someone nice I end up not being able to find them again on campus because the campus is either so big or our schedules are so different that we rarely get a chance to see eachother. I can't believe i'm going to be stuck here for 4 years, though most likely 6. It sucks that I can't afford to go to another CSU nearby though I doubt it'd make much of a difference. 

Sorry I needed to get that off my chest.

Okay so other stuff that's been happening in my life was my fish died except for one pleco. It's doing really well though and is now 8 inches long and looks to be in very healthy shape.

So I wanted to add some new fish so I did some research and found the perfect fish for the type of water I have. So I bought 4 guppies from petco. I never should've done this because never in my life have I had any luck with the fish from my petco so yeah the guppies ended up attacking eachother. After 4 days one died from the attacks though when I bought it the fish was already in bad shape, then one died of some sort of disease or something- it had a strange white fuzz in it's mouth,  then another died from getting attacked by this other guppy that was always fighting with it, and then the last one looks like it died from ick. I tried treating the fish with melafix and added a small extra dosage of aquarium salt since pet stores usually do that to treat sick fish but nothing worked.

So I think i'm going to try getting guppies from petsmart or walmart. - I hear alot of bad stuff about walmart fish but somehow the fish that last the longest with me have all been from walmart. If I still have problems with the guppies then i'll look through my list of other fish I wanted to try, hopefully i'll have success sometime soon.

Some other stuff that's happened lately...

-Grandpa died

-My boyfriend's birthday was yesterday but he's having a party on saturday. I'm so excited yet nervous at the same time. Me and him go to different colleges and I'm going to meet his new friends on saturday. I hope they're nice. :)

- I've been having sleeping problems. I can't sleep until around 2am. On days I have school this is a problem because I have to get up at 6:30 so I only get four hours and thirty minutes of sleep, sometimes less and if i'm lucky i'll get five hours. I'm lucky that I have school Mon-Wed.-Fri so I can sleep in on tuesday and thursday morning.

This week...

So this week has been an interesting week...

  I went and visited the college that i'm going to start attending in August. I got lucky that all my classes are pretty close to eachother so I won't have to walk very far to get to my next class.

Two days ago I got all four of my wisdom teeth pulled out which luckily wasn't as painful as I thought it'd be.

Yesterday was my dad's b-day which was nice but it felt so weird to celebrate...
Yesterday at 8am my next door neighbor's truck was hit by a big rig and he died. My neighbor was only 24 years old. My family didn't really know him that much because he had just moved in earlier this year but it still feels so weird to know that my neighbor just died.

Day 15

I feel sick and terrible today, yuck. I have been sick for 15 days! This sickness is really hard to get rid of. :( I thought yesterday I was fine. I just had a little coughing so I went with my mom to my grandparents house to visit my aunt, uncle, and cousins from Oregon. It was really fun but I guess I wasn't ready to go out and now I feel really bad XP Oh well it was worth it. Wednesday I have to go to the dentist office and Friday I might go to the movies with my bf, finally I get to see him, it's been like forever! We're gonna go watch Inception. I'm so excited!!! XD

13 Days

I have been sick with a virus or something for 13 days and it really sucks, but at least I feel like it's almost over with.
So what's happened lately is i've had freshmen orientation.
I have...
 English: Monday,Wednesday,Friday
History: Monday, Wednesday
Seminar class:- it's like an intro to college kind of class- Monday, Wednesday, Friday
and I have two math classes cause I didn't do well on the ELM- I only needed 2 more points to get into the regular math classes- really stinks, I only had 4 hours of sleep the night before the test cause I was worried about it I guess, so I did bad on the test. So I have both classes mondays and wednesday and for one I have it on friday too.
I kinda like my schedule, I don't have school on tuesdays and thursdays and on friday I only have 3 classes but mondays and wednesdays I have 5 classes which kind of makes me sad, I was hoping for less but oh well at least it's not 6 classes like high school but then again I didnt have to stay at school till 6pm. I'm not looking forward to that part T_T


Oh and i'm sorry I don't have any pics from fourth of july cause I was sick in bed all day. XP